I began to see that carrot wane when she shared those notebooks and left one out. It was a precursor to her being called out by several people it appears, so whatever she thought she would gain by holding back, or lying about the third notebook's existence, she lost by deceiving those she wished to keep close.
Aside from that, the falling apart of all credibility, and the throwing under the bus of folks she had sworn to uphold as friends did it in for me....now I will never get to take a sail on the ship she speaks so fondly of...but I did get walked down a plank I believe. :O
Speaking of carrots, I like to take a pound of chopped organic ones, and cook them down on low heat slowly in coconut milk and a teaspoon of agave nectar, then after the carrots are soft and the milk is reduced, sprinkled with Parm reggiano for a salty twang.
OOps, theres a recipe..LOL!
Cheers!